I wish I had the strength
To let go of my past life
Of insecurity and
Emotional dependency
But at night when
I lay my head to sleep
Next to you
You’re not here to fight my demons
So I made a truce with
The terrors in my head
If they promised to
Fill the hole in my heart
And just like that
I made fairytale from
Creatures that reside
In the deepest part of hell
Tired of waiting for the
Knight in shining armor
To shield me from the edge
Of sanity, so I jumped
Took a leap of faith and
Plunged into murky waters
Filled with my worst fears
Eager to welcome me, and I was ready.
For I quit dreaming
For a better option since
My nightmares make sense and
They are here when I wake up
I’m a writer when I’m not busy with engineering stuff, I have an unhealthy love for Fanta and dodo even up to combining them, I talk as quickly as I think and I think the garden of Eden was in Black and white
